It sucks man having to stay at home while the whole world seems to continue life as normal. Maybe only when you're sick, you can see who really cares about you and stuff. I hate to be sick and what's more stomach flu? Make me feel so nausea, and I hate that feeling where you're going to puke. Damn gross, but I can't even puke! Think when I'm sick I feel damn emo, for some reason I just feel that my family don't care. I don't know why I put in more effort to care when everybody treats me like shit. Maybe I don't deserve to be cared. I wish God can spend a little more time on me but I don't deserve it. Okay I'm just PMSing, tired and sick. I'm just suay, weak and useless.